jpete02

10:35 pm: I don't remember the last time I posted in here. Sad to say that I have become a myspace user and talk and vent more through there than anywhere else. Life is good right now.

I gradute in 43 days with a Bachelors degree in Healthcare Administration.

I am spending this (my last summer) as a Team Leader at Soak City, on the West Crew, at Cedar Point. I will be in charge of roughly 40 lifeguards and will be getting a raise. 4 months and I honestly, I'm hoping that I will be a sufficant leader and I really, really hope to lose as much weight as I did the first year. I gained part of it back after my first year, but this time I wont be going back to college or eating campus food again. (crossing fingers)

My final 12 week, unpaid internship is in Roanoke, Virginia. I am very excited to be able to venture out of Michigan in hopes that I can start a life somewhere else. I love my friends and family here, but I do NOT like Michigan. I want to get away from most of the people who knew me in High School, as I feel that I have a grown a lot since then and am trying to move on from the drama that seems to follow Corunna students.

Starting December 1st, I don't know where my life will lead me, but all I know is that it is the begining of "life after school." I have been in school for roughly 19 years of my life and I am ready to see what else is out there. I want to make a differance, even if it's in a small hospital somewhere or if it's to one person, but I want to help. I have a loving and sincere heart and I just hope that I can put that to good use. I like to see the best in the world and I live in a dream most of the time, but it hasn't really failed me yet and I don't think it will fail me in the future.

I'm sorry that I don't write often. I don't have any real stories to tell as my imagination and ability to tell stories is as good as most of the people I know, but I do get on here and read. Or at least I try to get on here and read.

Keep smiling!

05:02 pm: sorry ya'll
I know, it's been a long time since I have posted anything. I'm sorry.

Life is good right now. I'm working on my final internship plans. I'm either going to be in Roanoke Virgina, or I'll be at Sparrow or Ingham in Lansing. There are good and bad for both, so we'll just have to see where that goes.

This summer will be my last at Cedar Point (at least thats the plan). I will be an Assistant Team Leader, which means I get more money and I will be in charge of about 50 other lifeguards. That will be a great expriance for me. I just hope that I will do a good job!

Classes are good... lots of busy work for my final semester, which is dissapointing, but ehh... thats what college is about right?

Anyways, I enjoy reading all of yoru updates. Even though we can't keep in touch so much, I am glad that I can at least read and keep updated.

Love and hugs, ya'll!

08:14 am: *sniff* (sigh)
Today is Thursday, which makes yesterday Wednesday. Nothing special, just a wednesday. But to me yesterday was amazing. No, it wasn't a holiday. No, it wasn't my birthday... I didn't graduate, I didn't get a new job, I didn't take a test...

I actually got to hear his voice yesterday.I haven't heard his voice since last September when I dropped him off at the Cleveland Airport. I cried tears of joy. To hear the voice that is at the other end of my instant messanger convo's and who sends me all the emails. The summer can't come soon enough and I can't wait till I can make him mine :) I love him so much!! Even a million miles away, he makes me happier than anyone else ever could!!!

Seni Seviyorum, Ashkim!

09:46 am: I am talking to Halil... RIGHT NOW!!!! I'm so happy. Beth... I need you to call me asap. I am going home today and could stop and see you on my way back to FSU tomorrow... my number is on facebook! Miss you!

Things are good! :)

07:03 pm: 1 year ago
1 year ago... I was proposed to. I was engaged. I was prepared to spend the rest of my life with 1 person. To day after many different things going on this past year... the only thing I'm wishing for is that he was here with me right now. Crazy I know. And I promise that if half of you knew what I have gone through this past year.... you would believe it and agree too...

have a great day just like I am :)

10:03 am: holy cow...
I can't even believe that I am writing in here. I have been at work since about 8pm last night and have slept for 3 hours and I was like.... I need to stay awake, what other sites can I go to to take up time... LIVEJOURNAL. Anyways... how is everyone. I'm doing splendid. This past year has been crazy, but I have finally put my head back on straight and am involved in an amazing relationship. Does anyone else hate when they try and convince themselves that good relationships are really not as good as they seem. Goodness I'm bad with that. BUt I have straightened it all out and he even forgives and wants me back!!!!! I love him to pieces and I can't wait until he moves here permanetly.
Classes have just started again for my FINAL year at good ole Ferris State and then I get to join the real world and see what I can make of myself. I just finished my second summer at Cedar Point's waterpark. Again, I got an amazing tan and continued to lose weight... maybe I'll even keep it off this year ;)
I'll try to get on here and keep myself updated, but its harder to take up time on the computer when I could be catching up on my much needed sleep that I do. Have fun everyone and I'll try to be better!
Until then,
-Jenn

10:50 pm: K... sorry I haven't been faithful to livejournal. I have moved on to myspace. I'm sorry everyone, but if you're that interested in whats going on with my life, then you need to become a member there and add me. Hope everyone is doing well.

03:54 pm: Things are good. I have finally joined the MySpace crowd. Gives me a chance to catch up with some friends from CP. Speaking of, I head back there on the 7th of May. Woohoo! My internship is turning out just splended. Still not sure if I am in Owosso or Saint Joseph. But it will all work out just fine either way. Valentines Day turned out amazingly well especially for having an EEG earlier that day and them ruining my hair and make-up, but it's all good. Classes are still going well and I am enjoying some of them. My phone has been shut off, so I am without a phone for the time being. I am also on a Dodgeball team and our first game is on Sunday night. I have a ton of homework to do, so I got to end this. Take care everyone.

03:46 am:

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

07:37 am: It's going to be short and sweet. I am spending Valentines Day in Chicago. I'm going to see the Blue Man Group and will be in the 3rd row, I think. Dinner on Navy Pier. I am SO excited, I can barely contain myself! Things are much better than the last post, but then again, I really don't write in here all that often. Have a good one and I hope that everyone has a spectacular Valentines Day!

09:10 pm: I don't even know
Classes have started, work is going alright, I sent my application for CP, and things with Nate are great. He cares for me very much and makes me feel wonderful. I don't knwo what I think or feel anymore. Carlene, I think your the only person who really has any idea whats going on in my head, but I don't think you even know all of it. I was talking to someone today and I started to break down and cry. Like the heaving, sobbing type. It was crazy. It's happened the past couple of days. My head is hurting worse than usual lately and I'm really looking forward to this summer right now. I feel like my heart is in the air and I can't reach it and it's being torn in 2. I don't want anyone to respond to this. If you do, please just call me instead. If you don't have my cell number, I will be happy to give it to you, but only if asked. The only thing I really wish right now is that God would give me a cheat sheet for my life. Iwould be SO thankful for it right now.

12:46 pm: If you know me at all... I am a movie buff
Count up the movies you've seen. If you've seen over 70 you're officially a movie buff.
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09:13 pm: It's finals week! YAY!!!! So glad the semester is like over! I got my work schedule for next semester today. I'm not upset persay, but I guess I was kinda hoping for at least the 20 hours that I asked for. I mean, if I really needed to or wanted to I could always try and get a second job or something. Who knows. I'll see how it goes first. But I do know that morning workouts are offically done. :( Now I just have to figure out a time to go that isn't crazy busy at the gym. At least I know that some people got screwed just like I did. And yes I said some because not everyone did. I know it's rough making a schedule, I did it this past summer, but I am really thinking about it for next year. I've done payroll with my mom, scheduling at CP, planning activities for 10 years babysitting. I really think I would do a good job, but I guess that's not up to me to decide.

I got my Christmas gift from Nathan yesterday. $75 gift card at Vicki's!!! I'm so excited about being able to spend 75 on underwear!

K, gonna start doing some work at work. Exams are this week, so I must study... blah!

08:35 pm:

Your 2005 Song Is

Don't Cha by the Pussycat Dolls "Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me" What happens in 2005, stays in 2005!

09:04 pm: Things are good right now... I'm very glad that the semester is almost over. The break is much needed and appreciated. I should be working on some final papers, but I work much better with less time. I don't understand it either, but it usually works well for me and papers. Tests on the other hand are just bad no matter what.

I'm watching Rudolph on ABC family and just isn't as good as the classic one. It makes me so sad when they go and "re-do" things. It really is. Greg had come and visited last week. It was nice. I have missed our banter. Talking with him on the phone just isn't the same!

Kristin and I are thinking really hard about moving into Bond next year. We don't have to get a meal plan and thats all the motivation we need. We are offically tired and fed up with the food on campus and we would rather cook for ourselves. It will be much healthier in the long run too. She also thinks that she might work with me this summer at CP, which would be great! I can't wait for that either! I miss the water, the tanning, and especially the people.

That's enough from me. Hope everyone is doing well and that you all have a great Christmas! Lots of luv and hugs!

07:09 pm: stolen from Nate... :)
copy and paste in a comment and ANSWER

1. Have we kissed?:
2. If not, do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. If so, did you like it?:
6. If not, do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:

..Appearance .. ((What do you think about my...))

12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
18. Clothes?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21. Hair?:

..Do you think I am.. ((Apperances))

22. Cute?:
23. Handsome?:
24. Sexy?:
25. Gorgeous?:

..Do you think I'm.. ((Personality))

26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?:
30. Annoying?:

..Would you..

31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me alone?:
33. Kiss me if you had the chance right now?:
34. Hook up with me?:
35. Have sex with me?:
36. Ask me on a date?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:
40. Go out with me?:

..What would you do if..

41. I kissed you?:
42. You found out I was missing?:
43. You found out I was in the hospital?:
44. You found out I was dead?:
45. I cried?:
46. I asked you for help?:
47. I told you I loved you?:
48. I told you I hated you?:
49. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
50. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:

..In the last week have you..

51. Wanted to kiss me?:
52. Wanted to see me?:
53. Wanted to have sex with me?:
54. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
55. Wanted to spend alone time with me?:
56. Wanted to get to know me better?:
57. Thought about me?:
58. Missed me?:
59. Wanted me?:
60. Seen me?:
61. Kissed me?:

..Have I ever..

62. Kissed you?:
63. Hugged you?:
64. Told you I loved you?:
65. Made you happy?:
66. Made you sad?:
67. Made you angry?:
68. Made you feel better when you were upset?:

..Are you..

69. Happy you know me?:
70. Going to post this is so I can answer it?:

06:25 pm: It's been awhile. Sorry.

Thanksgiving was good. I enjoy food and I do enjoy being around my family. Since I went to college it's gotten better at my house and with Jon being gone too... It's great! My parents seem a lot happier, but they always seem to bring up the fact that they don't have the money to go out and do anything anymore. Not my fault they said they would cover college. I am kinda seeing someone, but I don't want to really tell yet. Nate might find it ironic and funny though. Call me sometime... I miss you! Anyways, I did some day after T-day shopping. That was an experiance that I would like to never repeat. I mean, I didn't even go anywhere important. I went to JoAnn Fabrics for the material I needed for a few gifts and it was on sale from 6 to 9am. I got there around 7 and waited in line for it allt o be cut for almost 2 hours!!! I t was crazy and I didn't like it. Went shopping with the rents on saturday and my dad got me the Chronicles of Narnia books. That was cool and that night my mom and I went and saw "RENT". I love musicals and even though seeing it on stage would/will always be better. The movie was very good! I've been talking with a friend from the past as of late and it's been enjoyable. I miss him and I do wish that I could see him and talk with him more often. I also wish that things could have been a little different betweent he both of us. Things happen, but there was no need for our friendship to take a turn like it did. Anyways, I'm back at school and not looking forward to the final couple of weeks. Especially exam week, but we all know how much I dislike tests and such. Later!

04:52 am: At work by myself... enough said
*Name: Jennifer Lynn
*Nickname: Jenn, Jenni, Jenner Nenner, Pete, Babe, Sexy Goddess (thanks Nate:)), Peterson
*Single or Taken: Single, but it's in that I'm not sure stage
*Sex: Female
*Birthday: 10-23
*Siblings: 1 brother
*Hair color: medium brown hair
*Eye color: blueish green
*Shoe size: 9.5
*Height: 5'7"
*Innie or Outie: innie
*What are you wearing right now: sweatpants and sweatshirt
*Where do you live: Pbaugh Hall
*Righty or lefty: righty

~Relationships~
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*Who are your closest friends?: Halil, MC, Kristin, Sammie, Georgie, Angie, Bethy
*Do you have a bf or gf?: ummm...
*Best place to go for a date?: The beach

~Fashion Stuff~
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*Where is your fav place to shop: I don't really like shopping, so Walmart...
*Do you have any tattoos or piercings?: piercings, but I'm thinkin hard about a tatoo

~Favorites~
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*Color: BLUE!!!!
*Numbers: 7
*Food: Mac'n'cheese with hot dogs
*Boys name: Matthew, Daniel, Christopher
*Girls name: Asyia, Lily, Summer, May
*Subject in school: Healthcare Admin.
*Animal: bears... Koala
*Drink: water, juice, Chia Tea
*Celebrity: Johnny Depp
*Sport: Basketball, Football, Baseball, Golf
*Veggie: All except for mushrooms and onions
*Fruit: ALL OF THEM... mmmm
*Fast food place: I hate to say it, but Taco Bell
*Place to visit: Bethany, Turkey...
*Month: October
*Juice: Apple
*Finger: pointer and ring
*Ice Cream: Superman and Chubby Hubby
*Breakfast: Omelett or french toast... mmmm
*Cologne/Perfume: Forbiden Fantasy
*Favorite cartoon character: Garfield

~Have you ever~
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*Given anyone a bath: yes
*Bungee jumped: no
*Broken the law: yes
*Made yourself throw up: yes
*Gone skinny dipping: yes
*Been in the opposite sex's bathroom: yes
*Eaten a dog biscuit: nope
*Put your tongue on a frozen pole: nadda
*Loved someone that made you cry?: yes
*Broken a bone: yes
*Played truth or dare: yes
*Been in a physical fight: nope
*Been in a police car: no
*Been on a plane: yes
*Been in a sauna: yes
*Been in a hot tub: yep
*Swam in the ocean: yes
*Fallen asleep in school: yes
*Cried when someone died: yes
*Flashed someone: yes
*Lied: yes
*Laughed so hard you fell off your chair: no
*Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: I have a cell phone, I don't need to sit anywhere
*Saved e-mails: ya
*read someone else's: not unless they asked
*Wished you were a member of the opposite sex: about once every month
*Been rejected? yes
*Been in love? ya
*Used someone: not intentionally
*Been cheated on? not exactly
*Done something you regret?: no...

~First Thing That Comes to Mind ~
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*Yellow: Sun
*Blue: water
*Happy: How he makes me feel
*Autumn: school
*Cow: Moo
*Greenland: Ice
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*Your good luck charm: my necklace
*Stupidest thing you have ever done: gonna keep it to myself
*Your crush: Halil
*Your most prized possession: My Family
*Last thing you said: Goodnight
*What is beside you: a tv and a desk
*Last thing you ate: Baked Lays that was left for me
*Fave song: SarahBeth
*Worst Thing that has happened to you this year: We're not even going there

~Have you ever had~
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*Chicken pox: yes
*Sore Throat: yes
*Cold: yes
*Stitches: yes
*Bloody nose: no

~Do you~
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*Believe in love at first sight: lust yes, it takes a bit longer for love
*Enjoy parks: yes
*Like picnics: yes
*Like school: not usually anymore
*What schools have you gone to: A couple... Corunna and Ferris
*Hate anyone: I try not to
Who? :
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*Who is the last person that called you: Steph
*Makes you laugh the most: MC
*Makes you smile a lot: Halil
*Can make you feel better no matter what?: Georgie
*Was the last person you touched? Brent
*You talked to last: Carlene
*You hugged?: Carlene
*Massaged: Ibrahim
*You yelled at: My brother
*Told you they loved you: Dad

~Do You/Are You~
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*Do you like yourself: Sometimes, but I'm very hard on myself
*Do you do drugs: nope
*Color your hair?: ya, I do
*Have piercings below the waist?: nope
*Habla espanol?: excuse me. Speak ENGLISH!
*Stolen anything over $50: no
*Smoke: when I'm drunk
*Obsessive: ya... but I'm not bad
*Compulsive: not usually
*Anorexic: I LOVE FOOD!!!!
*Depressed? Being here makes me sad alot
*Suicidal? Absolutly not

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Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Heavyweights is on tbs
01. Last Cigarette: October 29th
02. Last Hug: Carlene Sunday
03. Last Cry: yesterday afternoon
04. Last Library Book Checked Out: its been awhile
05. Last Movie Seen In a Theatre: SAW 2
06. Last Book Read: At first sight
07. Last Cuss Word Uttered: dammit or dumbass
08. Last Beverage Drank: V8 Splash Guava Passion Fruit
09. Last Food Consumed: Baked Lays
11. Last TV Show Watched: music videos on MTV
13. Last Shoes Worn: my flip flops
14. Last CD Played: Alicia Keys Unplugged
15. Last Soda Drank: Diet Coke
16. Last Thing Written: Coke
17. Last Words Spoken: goodnight
21. Last Ice Cream Eaten: Chubby Hubby
22. Last Time wanting to die: ummm.... it's been awhile
24. Last Time Dancing: Saturday... :)
26. Last Big Car Ride: Grand Haven Pier
27. Last Crush: Halil
28. Last Annoyance: boys!
29. Last Disappointment: buys
30. Last Time Scolded: thats been awhile
32. Last Web Site Visited: livejournal
33. Last Kiss: Sunday

LAST
01. movie you rented = Hide and Seek
02. movie you bought = Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
03. song you listened to = Run it by David Banner
04. song that was stuck in your head = You are my sunshine
07. person you've called = CArlene
08. person that's called you = Carlene
09. TV show you've watched = Gilmore Girls
10. person you were thinking of = Halil

Do...
01. you have a crush on someone: yes
02. you wish you could live somewhere else: yes
04. you believe in online dating = no I don't
05. others find you attractive = some do and I find that odd
06. you want more piercings = kinda
08. you do drugs = my prescriptions
09. you smoke = when I'm incredibaly drunk
10. you like cleaning = it's relaxing
11. you like roller coasters = I worked at Cedar Point this summer.... enough said
12. you write in cursive or print = both

FOR OR AGAINST?
long distance relationships: You do realize who your asking right...
suicide: against
killing people: against
teenage smoking: against
doing drugs: against
soap operas: against

FAVORITE
things to do = going to the gym, cuddling, hanging out with the few people I truly care for, laughing, listening to music, watching movies, reading, singing
stores= Walmart... Vickys!
movies = Sleeping Beauty, Forrest Gump
band= I enjoy the Pussycat Dolls right now... weird I know
holiday = My birthday!!!

HAVE YOU
ever cried over a girl = no
ever cried over a boy = yes
ever lied to someone = yes


WHAT
shampoo do you use = Suave for kids Orange splash
shoes do you wear = Flip Flops!!!
are you scared of = the dark... certian things about relationships

NUMBER
.. of times you have been in love? = I'm wierd and I believe in 2 different kinds of loves... so I'm gonna go with lots!
.. of times you have had your heart broken? = broken once or twice... but it's been put back together too
.. of hearts you have broken? = a couple I've been told
.. of drugs taken illegally? = none
.. of people you consider your enemies? = I'm not really sure
.. of times your name has appeared in the newspaper? = a lot... I went to finals for the first time from my school... go me!
.. of scars on your body? = a bunch
.. of things in your past that you regret? = none! don't ever regret, only learn

08:18 pm: Hey ya'll!! Things are kinda crazy right now. I wish all boys would just go away and leave me alone. Well, maybe not really, but right now they can kinda back off. Classes are still killing me but it's almost over so I wont complain. Next semester is going to kick my butt too. Somehow things will all work out and I will finish school oneday and I will be out of here. I've been having weird feelings lately and it's all about feeling out of place. I feel as if I'm more grown-up than the people here and it makes me feel wierd. I don't like partying so much anymore, I don't like staying up all night, I don't spend my time int he lobby. I want to finish school and get out to the real world. I'm only 22, but I feel older than that while I'm here. Craziness, right? Who knows. Maybe I am crazy and I just don't really know it yet. Anyways, Gilmore Girls is on and I'm going to bed right afterwards. I haven't slept well the past 2 nights.

09:54 pm:

Your Heart Is Red

You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart. Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person! Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense What you bring to relationships: Honesty